A New Picture

What do I do when I have to start from scratch

When I have to crumple up the paper 

And draw a new picture

Because life is suddenly not how I thought it would be

I had this ideal in mind

But realize that ideal is not for me

I thought normalcy was decency

But now it's just hesitancy

They may not understand when I tell them 

This is not what I had planned

I don't know whether to be exuberantly excited

Or saddened by loss

It shouldn't be the latter

I'm a bit shocked

Maybe a bit lost

But not to worry

He'll make my picture perfect

Life is not about me

That's now plain to see

Because He has set me free

From normalcy