When You Just don't know.

He knows. When it's a struggle, and you don't know why. When you feel like melting away, to shift your mind, to be swept away. He knows. When He sends a brother to talk to you. To let some out, to pray, to remind you to do so, because He knows. That's when He lets the music soak in. Ever. Single. Song. That. Plays. Speaks a message. To let Him take you into His arms. To count all as lost. To give it all to Him, all. To praise. To love. That I'm not part of this world. That He'll bring the joy. That He's by my side. To stop, and listen. He has a plan. To follow, even if this life I lose. Then, even that *gasp unchristian one had a message: To live for life. Even when it doesn't make sense. Where would I be with out you? Oh, dear. Ha! You're great. I like Ya. Smile. What not to think. To not take for granted. To reach out to the hurting. I need you more than anything. I need to think not what I'm losing, but all surpassing that I gain. Or give so others may have. Help me find myself. Myself in You. For Your purposes, Your heart, in mine. Not to worry, the seasons change, but You are watching over me.